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I couldn't find a word to describe the duskness of life before the sun goes down all the way to darkness. The moments that sky tus to glucose blue. I love it most, when the blue fades away into sadness of disappearing and ultimate darkness of half of the existance of life.I relate to this moment, it's the repetation of an uncontrollable catastrophe. It's they vain try to still lighten what is already gone. To grab into the aftermath of the death of light. That is beautiful, like the try of aan in death bed. The last breathe, it reminds of Dr. Fasutos. It reminds me of myself, of the doomed who never retu to the light, but they live the very last of it untill the darkness overcomes everything.That is when magic happens.  یک لحظه زندگی _ A Moment Of Life...ادامه مطلب

There will come a day, a time, when u accuse urself of murder, and u sentence yourself to the inevitables. The time u realize you killed too many things; killed the time, love, chances and people. The truth is we always realize when it's too late and when ppl are long gone and when all you wanted to have oneday, had already vanished into the thin air just before your very open eyes. 

 

And the rest... well there is no rest. 

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Friday moing.I have not written in here for 3 days? Really? I guess I was too busy to notice. How am I? Well I don't know! N that is the best answer I can give. Well last night we gathered together, یک لحظه زندگی _ A Moment Of Life...ادامه مطلب

Dear damn dairy.

I did something.

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Dear damn dairy,Oooooohhhh Gooooodddd I am tired. I work and work and work, words and words and words, I just should go on and on and on. My back pains, my neck pains. But there are two good points that makes me deeply happy, First, I like the story and I just wanna know what happens next so it makes me keep on.Second, the hardship makes me realise I am doing fine. I mean If I didnt work right now or at all what would I busy doing? Going out with firends? Watching movie? Sleeping? Chatting? And all other stupid stuff which when I do them although they are fun but I always have a conscious pain that repeatedly say "u're wasting ur time" in my mind. But now, sth inside my head says, this tiredness, this pain I endure now, will be paid off. This is how the way of success feels when u go through. So, I wont give up. I WILL GO ON LIKE THIS NO MATTER HOW UNFUN AND DIFFICULT IT WILL BE.  یک لحظه زندگی _ A Moment Of Life...ادامه مطلب

Dear damn dairy.

Hi, it was a nice day. I finished 3 chapters of the bood but not edit it. I guess I spend the whole tomorrow on editing and then send it.

And we went out, and it was fun. No matter where we go or what we do, I like spending time with him, which is something special coz mostly I cannot stand still staying with people. :)

A bit sleepy. Night night.

God, life, destiny, whatever u are, make it in peace please.

 

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Dear damn Dairy,

Uuuuurrghhhhhhhh

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Dear Damn Dairy,Hi, I don think I find time to write today so here I am. 7:07 am. And I feel a bit chatty today. I don know what I wanna write about. My plans today, my disappointments, my excitements, fears or hopes. The thing I really am thinking about right now is "what should I wear today!" :))) I think I go red. Red coat + red sweater, white shoes + nails + long under shirt and navy blue pants + scarf + bag. Unless I change my mind in the last second.  Anyway, havent slept at all past night. Tons of things to do today. I think I'm gonna lay down a bit before starting the day. Yeah I'm tired. Generally, so tierd no one can believe one person can actually reach this point but I go on. Life's diffrent everyday from the days before. No doubt in that. Everybody keep asking me "what is it?" "What is wrong?" "Why are you so avoiding lately?" Well I cannot find only one reason for that. There are many reasons. My mom always said, ppl who do wrong to you knowingly are so annoying, they must be avoided; but more annoying than these ppl are those who do the wrong and they don't even notice, you should run away from them. It's true. Ppl who do sth wrong or have many faults of their own wh یک لحظه زندگی _ A Moment Of Life...ادامه مطلب

Dear Damn Dairy,

Two terrible news I heard last night which each of one is enough to ruin everything for me. Everything getting bad to worse. Fuch.

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